'I'm scared I'm not worthy of being loved': Demi Moore opens up about in biggest fear in frank magazine interview

By Sarah Fitzmaurice


Her third marriage collapsed after claims emerged Ashton Kutcher had cheated on her.

But while the Two and A Half men star appears to be moving on, having been spotted with Lorene Scafaria recently, Demi Moore has made a frank confession – she fears she isn’t worthy of being loved.

The 49-year-old actress made the startling statement to her friend Amanda de Cadenet during an interview with Harper’s Bazaar magazine.

Opening up: Demi Moore has revealed her biggest fear is that she isn't worthy of being loved in a frank interview in Harper's Bazaar


In the February issue of the US magazine Demi revealed she originally feared being abandoned but said her biggest fear now is ‘not having the courage to reach her full potential’.

She explained: ‘There is no way to reach your fullest potential if you don’t really find the love of yourself.’

Demi added: ‘What scares me is that I’m going to ultimately find out at the end of my life that I’m really not lovable, that I’m not worthy of being love. That there’s something fundamentally wrong with me.’

As well as speaking out about her anxieties, Moore also opened up about her body image, which has been the subject of much speculation following her split from Kutcher.


Close friends: Demi made her frank remarks in an interview with her friend Amanda de Cadenet, who she is working with on a new tv show

In happier times: Demi, seen with estranged husband Ashton Kutcher has had two failed marriages and worries she isn't 'loveable'


The mother-of-three admitted to having a ‘love-hate relationship’ with her body but said she had a more positive feeling towards it now compared to her feelings in the past.

She said: ‘I sit today in a place of greater acceptance of my body and that includes not just my weight but all of the things that come with your changing body as you as age to now experiencing my body as extremely thin.’

Demi added: ‘Thin in a way that I never imagined somebody would be saying to me, “You’re too thin, and you don’t look good.”’

Body image: The 49-year-old actress, who has hit headlines with her emaciated appearance recently spoke about her 'love-hate' body relationship and said she never imagined anyone would say she was 'too thin'

Flying solo: Last night Ashton was spied at an LA Lakers game


While the actress has displayed a shockingly slim frame in recent months, she looks happy and healthy in the accompanying photo shoot showing off her frame in a strapless beaded dress by Balmain, and a cut out black swimsuit by Gucci.

The interview comes ahead of Demi and Amanda's latest project, a television show called The Conversation which, comes to Lifetime television this Spring.

A-List stars including Gwyneth Paltrow, Lady Gaga and Jane Fonda are among the women who have spoken out about the challenges they face in their daily lives, with Moore and de Cadenet acting as executive producers.

The British photographer and former actress explained: ‘The idea came about because I found myself asking all these questions that I couldn't find answers to.

Following her recent split from Kutcher, Demi appears to be throwing herself into her work and it has been reported that she is appearing in the upcoming movie Lovelace.

Moore is said to be taking on the role of feminist Gloria Steinem according to The Hollywood Reporter.

Demi filed for divorce from husband of six-years Ashton Kutcher in November in the wake of claims he bedded Sara Leal on the weekend of their wedding anniversary.

Ashton has been linked to screenwriter Lorene Scafaria and the pair enjoyed spending Christmas together in Italy.

The pair met while Kutcher tried out for a film she wrote and a source has told Us Weekly : ‘Ashton started seeing her while each was in a relationship.’

Prior to her relationship with Ashton, Demi was married to actor Bruce Willis for 13 years.

When she was 18-years-old Demi married singer Freddy Moore but the marriage ended in 1984, three years before she met Willis.

The full interview is available in the February issue of Haper's Bazaar which hits newsstands January 17.



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Enjoying single life then, Ashton? Demi Moore's ex Kutcher spends a night out in Berlin with three women

By Daily Mail Reporter


Loving the single life: Ashton Kutcher was spotted on a night out in Berlin with three women


Ashton Kutcher appears to be adjusting to life as a single guy rather well.

The Two And A Half Men actor was spotted keeping company with three women in Berlin last night.

The 33-year-old is in the German city for work - he is said to be researching a new tech platform - but clearly found time to mix business with pleasure.

He was spotted chatting to a brunette woman - who looked like a young Demi Moore - over a glass of wine and a cigarette inside a city building.

This is how I roll: The women piled into the actor's chauffeur driven car


The star then emerged with his three companions, who all pile into the actor's chauffeur driven car.

While Ashton is taking his new bachelor life in his stride, his estranged wife doesn't seem to be coping quite so well.

Demi was spotted out last week looking frail and gaunt after responding to questions about why she hasn't changed her 'Mrs Kutcher' name on Twitter.

The actress hit back at consistent debating among her fans on the social networking site about why she has not changed her @mrskutcher handle for another name.


Demi Moore look alike: One companion had long brunette hair just like the actor's estranged wife


Cheers to us: Ashton and the brunette drank from wine glasses and chatted


She wrote on her Twitter page: 'Changing my Twitter name isn't a top priority right now.

'Sorry it bothers so many of u. should I not tweet until I do? Does it really matter?'

Demi and Ashton’s relationship broke down after claims emerged that the actor had cheated on his wife with 22-year-old Sara Leal, on the weekend of his wedding anniversary.

On November 17, Demi announced that she was filing for divorce from toyboy husband Kutcher after six years of marriage.

In a statement she said: 'It is with great sadness and a heavy heart that I have decided to end my six-year marriage to Ashton.

'As a woman, a mother and a wife there are certain values and vows that I hold sacred, and it is in this spirit that I have chosen to move forward with my life.'

Earlier this week, Leal came forward to admit that selling her story had ruined her life, with the fallout from being the 'other woman' causing her to lose her job and her family to stop speaking to her.

Leal said of her fling with Kutcher: 'It was insane. I had no idea what I was getting myself into. It might have seemed like I was asking for it, but I wasn’t.

'My dad wouldn’t even talk to me, and I got a lot of disturbing phone calls, even from my friends' parents.

'I got fired from my job. I am no longer friends with my best friend who was my roommate because it caused so many problems and I had to move out.

'I wasn’t working for two months, and I only just started working three weeks ago. I had no idea what I was getting myself into.'


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BREAKING NEWS: Demi Moore files for divorce from Ashton Kutcher

-Moore confirms split by releasing statement two months after allegations Kutcher cheated on her
-Hints at his infidelity saying she is moving on because 'there are certain values and vows that I hold sacred'
-Kutcher tweets that he will always 'cherish' the time he spent with Demi and that marriage is 'the most difficult thing in the world'


By Chris Johnson and Natalie Trombetta


It's over: Demi Moore has filed for divorce from Ashton Kutcher, pictured together here at the January premiere of his movie No String Attached in Los Angeles


Moore added that it's a trying time for her and her family, so she asked for people to respect her privacy.

Immediately after the announcement, 33-year-old Ashton posted his own statement on Twitter.

He wrote: 'I will forever cherish the time I spent with Demi.

'Marriage is one of the most difficult things in the world and unfortunately sometimes they fail. Love and Light, AK.'


It's over: Ashton released his own statement on Twitter following Demi's announcement, saying he will always cherish the time they had together

Showing the strain: Demi has looked shockingly skin in recent months as the break down of her marriage took its toll, pictured here last month in New York and Kutcher seen in Malibu last week


Moore and Kutcher were wed in September 2005. The couple's relationship became tabloid fodder in recent months as rumours swirled about Kutcher's alleged infidelity.

The Two And A Half Men star allegedly shared a night of passion with party girl Sara Leal, 22, at the Hard Rock Hotel in San Diego.

Texas-born Leal sold her story on Kutcher weeks after the fling, which took place on Ashton and Demi's sixth wedding anniversary, September 24.

Leal relived the sordid details of the night, detailing how she had cavorted with Kutcher and a gaggle of girls in a hot tub in the hotel suite.

She claimed Kutcher told her he was separated from Demi before the Two And A Half Men star tried to persuade her to have a threesome along with her best friend Marta Borzuchowski - but in the end he settled for a two-hour romp with her.

Speaking of the fling, she told The Sun: 'We had sex twice. Everything felt natural. We were having a good time. He was good, but it wasn't weird or perverted or creepy.

'He had good endurance. We were up for a while. It was about two hours.'

In the weeks after the story broke, Kutcher and Moore made apparent attempts to heal their relationship with Kabbalah retreats, including a camping trip to Cachuma Lake near Santa Barbara, California, last month.

The couple were accompanied by some close friends along with their Kabbalah instructor Yehuda Berg and photos emerged of the pair sat around an outdoor fire.

It was first time they were pictured together since news of Kutcher's alleged booze-fuelled one-night stand broke.

In the weeks that followed, Demi appeared to be suffering under the strain of her marriage breakdown became gaunt and scarily skinny - reportedly dropping down to just 7st (98lbs) which given her height of 5ft5 is considerably underweight.

But it was not the first time Kutcher had been accused of being unfaithful to Demi.

Kutcher was first accused of infidelity in September last year, when Brittney Jones, 21, said she had sex with the actor at the Beverly Hills home he shares with his wife while she was away.

She also later claimed that Kutcher told her he had an open relationship with Demi and they would 'often engage in threesomes'.

Scene of the 'crime': Kutcher is said to have cavorted naked with Leal in the hot tub of the Hard Rock Hotel in San Diego before bedding him


Jones told Star: 'He looked over our texts and said he wanted me to delete all the messages from him. He then told me he wanted me to delete the texts I had sent to him. He said they could hurt him.'

At the time, the couple, who are worth an estimated £95million, brushed off the allegations.

Kutcher, who took over Charlie Sheen’s role in hit U.S. TV series Two And A Half Men earlier this year, wrote on Twitter at the time: 'I think Star magazine calling me a "cheater" qualifies as defamation of character. I hope my lawyer agrees.'

He added: 'Star magazine – you don’t get to stand behind "freedom of the press" when you are writing fiction.'

Kutcher’s spokesman also denied the allegation while Miss Moore tweeted ‘Excellent point my love!’

Campfire summit: Kutcher and Moore met with Kabbalah counsellors at this Santa Barbara camp ground at the weekend


Miss Moore, who was previously married to Bruce Willis, started dating Kutcher in 2003. They married two years later.

Moore has three daughter with her ex Willis - Rumer, 23, Scout, 20, and Tallulah 17.

She has maintained a friendly relationship with Willis - evening attending his wedding to underwear model Emma Heming in 2009. By the same token, Willis came to Demi and Ashton's wedding four years earlier.

Moore and Willis married in 1987 before divorcing 13 years later in 2000.

Happy families: Ashton and Demi pictured in 2008 with her ex-husband Bruce Willis, his wife Emma Heming and her family, along with Rumer, Tallulah and Scout - Demi and Bruce's three daughters


At the time of the split, Willis said: 'I felt I had failed as a father and a husband by not being able to make it work.'

Moore, who starred alongside Patrick Swayze in the 1990 movie Ghost, first marriage was to singer Freddy Moore.

She got hitched to him aged 18 in 1980 and the relationship lasted four years - but still goes by his last name.

For Kutcher - who is 16 years her junior - Moore was his first wife.

He previously had relationships with the late Brittany Murphy and Mad Men's January Jones.





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